Thread:Blue Pant./@comment-5961377-20150705122653

I've made a choice that I regret A painful picture I can't forget Now what I see is what I get

So you've survived another year on this earth. Congratulations. Hope you enjoyed it, because your presence is definitely enjoyed by others here.

There are many facets to your attitude, lifestyle and personality, and as such, I can't really reduce your value to a few words. But I can use them to give someone an idea of who you are and how you act in chat. You're funny, witty, smart, sensitive and respectful. You've brightened up many a person's otherwise dull day with mere conversations you have with them. Despite your own pain you still push that all inside and focus elsewhere. You can offer so much, like funny jokes, solid opinions, wise advice, intelligent responses, comforting words, stern warnings, etc. I know sometimes you feel like breaking, and despite that you still try and try to put others before you. How selfless. But you also have friends who are willing to listen to you and put up with you when the ugly, sad side of you decides to show itself. I hope you realize that, and try to actually talk to people in spite of that (false) belief that you'll just be bothering them.

You're important. Your existence and pain are not an inconvenience. You make people happy just by talking to them, and it crushes them to see you sad, and even more when you try to supress your emotions and become irritable.

So please enjoy this day, you deserve happiness. And I'm very sure that some people would want that for you. Once again, happy birthday. Make sure that this new you, who is very different from the you last year, expels the pain inside and realizes how much he is worth.

There is no way to look back or switch back to a previous moment in time. Do not allow yourself to be chained to what you can't reclaim. Again, enjoy this day. Yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.

I'll also always be willing to talk to you, no matter how bad you think you screw up. I don't care if I seem to be sad, angry or whatever. I'll be there.

''These are trials and tribulations people go through. You might be depressed, you might even feel hopeless sometimes, but out of that comes strength. You’re not alone. You can get through this. '' 