Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-4060139-20150207222550/@comment-4423426-20150207234559

I agree with Blue.

As I have stressed multiple times in the past, I have always been on this Wiki for the social aspect.

However, recently I have been falling behind with the way I moderate, because of the fact I am  in my final year of school and must go to sleep early, as I have an attendance officeer. (It has worked well so far, btw. It's been going well for a couple of months.)

It used to be the case that I would log in at night, stay up late and chat to you all, solving problems in chat along the way but my laptop time coupled with the fact I have to sleep early, means I can no longer tolerate waiting in chat for hours, for others to show up, nor will I chat for hours on end  unless I feel inclined to. My sleep pattern is fixed, and is better than it's ever been, but  that comes with a price, because I find I spend way too much time talking about filler on this Wiki, then at the end of the Weekend I regret not being able to do the things I planned such as watching Anime.

Point is: Not sure if many of you have realized, but I'm a lot more cautious when it comes to warning users and that's not even good, because I've been free of bad message wall notifications for a while now, and that means I haven't moderated properly. It's about finding a balance. I keep thinking that talking to you all and being part of these Wiki discussions is enough, and I honestly hope it is. It's just in the past simple warnings or polite reminders have caused me to be harassed across multiple Wiki's, to the point where someone who wasn't even banned on this Wiki, began being way too clingy on each of my Wiki's, and I had several arguments with them only to find out that Wiki Staff classed them as a troll when I got them global banned. So I've been trying to keep a low profile, and I feel like my username change is really contributing to that. It's like a fresh start. I guess what I'm really saying is, I don't want to feel like I must moderate every little thing any more, but I'm not ready to leave or get demoted either. If we all are splti into teams, users know exactly what they are getting and I won't need to feel like I must have input on article edits. I'm fine with moderating comments sections and behaviour, but even then I'd like if you let me go at my own pace.

TL;DR:  I agree with what Blue suggested and I've felt guilty about my moderating recently, for reasons I can't help such as working on my punctuality at school, so I tire of spending my weekends on here constantly and I'd like if you all just appreciated the fact I give input in discussions, and join chat still even if I don't moderate as much as I used to,  in wake of troll messages.