Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-4423426-20161123214019

So I'm sure some of you probably saw this coming, but I do not feel mentally stable any more, or fit to be on this Wiki, but I still care too much about the community to leave, which is what I was originally going to do, but this is no longer like the past, where threads like this would be about drama and events that occured on the WIki. No, this affects my actual real life being here. I feel like my life is slowly falling apart, because I have pushed away the people that care about me too much, and I'm not letting it go on any longer. It's not just a case of being unhappy. I've become more of a bitter person lately. I've  sabotaged my relationship with Cici, and my friendship with Alex(who you all know as Star VHS)  On top of that, I'm messing up my future by missing College so many times, and I know what the right thing to do is, but I'm not prepared to leave the Wiki yet. So here's what I'd like to do: I'd like to leave indefinetely, until I'm mentally stable to run the Wiki again, but I wouldn't have peace in doing so if my rights weren't held onto. I'd like to be able to return, and have my rights back. I'm already going to be getting counselling, and Cici and I are also giving eachother another try, without all these things like the Wiki and my blog getting in the way. I don't feel like things like the Wiki or my tumblr blog, are really worth it, and I think it speaks volumes how I actually have legitamate reasons to do this, other than "oh no a bad thing happened in the Wiki that I didn't agree with-- I LEAVE FOREVER NOW!"

Sorry if this comes across as a shock to anyone, but this sort of thing was always planned as a last resort, and it's the action I'm taking now. One that could improve mine and Cici's relationship. I just have to drop everything that's been causing me stress. 