Thread:Blue Pant./@comment-27148182-20161023192731

You probably know what I am apologising for, that joke I made was completely uncalled for.

These last through days have been close, if not exactly, to how I acted in Demember 2015, it's inexcusable.

I was doing so well too, before a few days ago the last few weeks were excellent, I felt like I finally became the good user I wanted to be for so long, but then it all came crashing down...

I will be gone for 6 months, I derseve it, that should be long enough time for me to evaluate what I've done and set out to not repeat those mistakes again.

'''I'm so sorry. I'm really am, I never wanted this to happen, but recently I have been doing stuff I regret so much, I do stuff even when I know it's not the best thing to do, because I get too hyper to control myself, which is something I really''' need to stop doing.

I hope you don't hate me after what I did, I hope we can remain friends, just remember, I never wanted to hurt you, I never wanted to hurt anyone, but I did and now I will face the consequences.

I'm sorry if this message feels like it's not legitimate, I don't normally do posts like this and it shows, but I assure you I mean this, please don't think I don't feel like I haven't regretted to what I've done, because I do.

Goodbye, see you all in 6 months, and again, I am sorry. 