User blog:Klonoamiyumi/Update on a tender situation

(Inb4 comment about how the title for this Blog is n0wty)

So recently,you guys may know I tried Autoerotic Axphixiation.

(Google it at your own risk)

with my Hands, but without ligature(ropes, belts etc.)

It was bothering me for a number of weeks, and I'm sure you've seen me play it off as a joke in chat a lot.

I'm just gonna say it--I was insecure about it, so I joked around.

This has actually been haunting me to the point where I'd get Mental Images of me doing it.

Anyway, I don't have anything wrong with my Brain.

I have things called "Panic Attacks" now.

(Yeah,that's safe to google)

This Blog is just so you guys know, since no one is on Chat right now, and I need to just let this all out.

So no, I won't be doing this again in the future.

If anyone who googled it, is thinking of trying it---don't.

Your Brain thumps for about 4 hours, and you feel like you're about to vomit.

Just don't try it.

I didn't WANT to find out about this.

I was having a marathon of Gaming Video Parodies on a YT Channel named "Dorkly Bits".

There was one where Blinky(a ghost from Pacman) was asked about how he died.

It cut to a video of him trying Autoerotic Axphixiation.

I didn't understand the Joke so I googled it.

So you can see, such an innocent Gaming Channel made me do this.

If you find the Video, start flagging it.

I know I sound butthurt, but I don't want other people merely having a marathon, and stumbling into it.