User blog:Klonoamiyumi/4 Activity Updates In One

Since I'm near the end of high school, there's a lot going on in my life right now that I'm strugglnig to keep up with. Both emotionally and work related.

First of all, this is the most important thing--  I need to start revising, because I haven't been and I don't want to fail on my exams. Considering half of the  lesson options I took were taken away from me for not working hard enough, my exams are my only salvation. Drama is the only viable option I have left, and I'm expected a B grade in it, so I'm happy about that. I took 4 options. Computing, ICT, Drama and Media Studies. Computing was just a whole load of stress for 2 years, and I hated it, so I'm glad it was taken away from me looking back, but this is why I don't believe in the "work hard and you'll succeed" mentality. I went in the Computing rooms every lunch time to keep up with my work, and despite all of the people who consistently refuse to go there,  I was taken off the course and am now doing an alternate course that gives me a certificate. I'm not sure if it's equivalent to a GSCE, but whatever. Point is-- I tried my best and it just wasn't good enough. Meanwhile, those who don't even put in any effort and skip class all of the time get away with it. I'm the one who gets shot down just because I don't understand binary and hexadecimal. I was one task short of catching up, and I feel cheated dedicating my lunch times to that for a solid 2 years.

At the beginning of the year, I took ICT but it was too stressful and so I was encouraged to drop it. I'm glad I did too, but Computing was just as bad. To replace ICT, I was forced into doing a non- GSCE class where you do gardening and woodwork. A lot of procrastination ensues in that lesson. Gardening isn't so bad, but I don't enjoy woodwork.

In Media Studies, I got dropped from it for falling behind on work, and I don't mind too much-- because I only took it for the trip to a Media Museum, which I managed to go on thankfully and it was great. I also analysed some SEGA Commercials in the past, which I may show you all upon request.

In Drama, I've been doing fine. It's my favourite lesson. I love it. Took me a while to come out of my shell. It took about a year and a half, but I enjoy it now and I have no problem being myself in that lesson.

Second of all, the holidays are here so I have 2 weeks off school, but I'm going to be using it wisely and I'm going to set apart  time to revise as well. I've planned out either rewatching Anime or rewatching old CN shows completely for closure. This is my last school holiday, so I would like to (I stole your joke)

Third of all, I'm pretty late on saying this but my laptop needs to be constantly plugged in now, because the battery has truly ran out. It won't die right away if unplugged-- but I only get about 10 minutes from it before it abuptly turns off without any notification.

Lastly, my wifi has been acting up lately, so that may deplete my time here even more. It seems to go down at UK  night times-- which is when the chat is usually most active.