Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-4423426-20160301054050

This is a thread I had planned for a while. Although there has been drama lately, that isn't the main reason I am taking a break from this Wiki. There's always been drama like this. I agree it was drama that was infrequent in the past, but I assure you this isn't much to do with that. It's more to do with relationships in chat. It's gotten really depressing for me seeing that in chat, and the chatroom was usually escapeism from that kind of thing, but now I just get really depressed when others parade it around in chat, because as most of you know, Cici and I have had numerous breakups. Sometimes, I wonder if I get depressed over our relationship more because of what goes on in chat, and I feel like all the problems Cici and I had eventually manifested into chat relationships being the problem. I realize that it wouldn't be right to grief sling about it constantly, but this has gotten me really depressed and it's affected my relationship with Cici too. These situations are usually why I contemplate the break-ups. I don't know what went wrong in the first place, but time and time again these things going on in chat have been reminders that my relationship hasn't been going so well. I tried to cope with it, and although I planned a break several times, and even told Cici I'd take a break to focus on her once we've worked things out, I would still go on the chatroom, and for a while it was going okay again, but something happened the other day that triggered me big-time(Check ur adminstrative privileges m888) and deep down I was waiting for one big event to happen that would convince me to take a break, and that was exactly it, and I've deicded to prevent further damage right now, I should take a break from here.

I also feel my College lates have been really bad, and I want to focus on improving them. I've flat-out skipped certain days and fallen asleep in class most of the time. I would like to say the weekends are ideal for staying up and chatting, but I soon realized that, that wasn't the case and weekends/holidays were messing up my sleep pattern even more. Is this chat really causing me to be that late to it? I want to test if  taking a break here would improve on that field too. When those improve, I'm thinking of getting a part-time job and saving up for a Wii U or something.

I'll still be on other sites, and even better-- you'll still get to see me on Discord, Skype and I'll be doing Tumblr posts aobut my life still(if I ever actually catch up-- gets stressful you know) After all, it's not really the people here that are bothering me, but the relationship things and they don't happen all that much off the chatroom. Especially not on Discord. That said, it's not going to be a priority to go there all the time and I will most likely just keep to myself. I'm just clarifying that it's not the users causing me to leave here-- it's how all this relationship stuff affects me emotionally.

The problem is I have tried taking a break from here but it didn't work the last time. Mainly because I logged onto the Wiki and saw a rule breaker that I felt didn't go punished, so I came back, and nowadays I just go in the chatroom so this time around I won't need to do that. I'm citing my leave time as a max 1 week or more, if necessary. I don't know how long I need to recover, but I at least want to see if I can survive 1 week, and if it ends up being good for me, I'll continue and my cut-off point will be the 1st of next month. I could arrive back to chat earlier than that, and may even take a week off but because I don't know yet, I have to say 1 month would be the maximum time I get to take a break.  