Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-4614364-20151203045607/@comment-4423426-20151203220858

Okay there's a lot to go through right now, but I'll try to sum it up to the best of my ability:

Okay, firstly-- the insults were uncessary, yes and I regret those so much, and also apologized for it. However, this brings me to another issue. Although Game takes this apology well, he will later say questionable thing and add to it more, and that's why this whole thing keeps repeating. I'm going to use Octa as an example. I have a screencap from a few months ago of him saying exactly this: "The whole Octa thing just rekindled some rage"

(I sent it to someone on Skype-- I will add this screencap if it is found but for now this'll go unedited)

Reminder that he said this right after getting Killer to step down, which seems to be because Killer was the one who helped us all in the Octa case, is what appears to be the case. Now if Game doesn't want us to take his quotes seriously even though they are frightenigly relevant to what's going on, then how does that explain his exact quote on his userpage: "I constantly look for ways for me to verbalize my deepest and darkest thoughts, desires and fears without anybody really knowing what I’m specifically talking about..."

That has always resonated with me, and that's the real frightening part of it. When we catch on to what he's doing, he'll use "don't assume" or "you don't know me" as a scapegoat to excuse all of this. That is frighteningly manipulative, and he continues to show this a lot, so it's not exactly a one-off. If he didn't want us to take these things he keeps saying such as "kill them  all" (usually right in the middle of a debate with him-- mind you) then he shouldn't have really posted that.

As for me being "unproffessional" I never even wanted to be proffessional, and I don't need to be in order to enjoy my time here. I failed to phrase myself correctly in that one chat session, but it's not that I would much rather have total fun than follow rules-- it's the fact that I'd rather not get at someone for breaking even a smidgen of a rule, because I'm not like that and I don't appreciate others doing that either-- especially when it was wrong to begin with. If you must know, me and Stick were basically linking Super Mario Galaxy songs and comparing them to sexual encounters. Hypothetical "when bae does this" or "when bae does that". If any of you remember the sexual talk thread-- it states we can be sexual as long as it's not straight-up declaring what "you're about to do" you know what I mean. I don't need to spell it out. Those who want me to be "professional" need to take a look at my administration page, because while I do monitor users and stuff, I'm not here  solely to moderate. Unfortunately, this brings me to my next point: I have not seen Game actively engage with the others in chat, and sometimes it DOES feel like he's solely there to quote Celldweller lyrics and complain about sexual talk. Something that was clearly added in the chat warning-- by the way. Game of all users should know this, as he was around when that sexual chat thing was made. Which  warns users about the content in chat. This was to keep other users from causing a tirade about it, such as in the past. But here we have one of our own admins doing that, and disregarding that warning. Now his lyric stuff would not be a problem if he actively engaged with the users. Instead, it feels like he's just out to complain whenever we do something he doesn't like, or to grief sling around on chat. If he actively talked to us, this wouldn't be an issue at all, because it kind of spoils all the fun of chat when we've got someone who continues to complain about the things we talk about, yet continually goes on when we had a chat warning SPECIFCALLY made for that thing.

I will go on record and say: Game, I am sorry for the insults that night. That went way overboard and I have remorse for that. I even apologized to you. I have explained my issues above in less offensive detail if that helps.

As for backbiting you. I have apologized for that as well, and you have took it well, but here's the thing-- you act like you take it well and that there's no hard feelings but you keep the tyrade going on,  such as last night when after I had apologized to you days ago for those insults, and you acted like you took it well-- you still continued to intimidate me, and then tried to write it off as a joke, when I mentioned linking that one site with the anime woman spinning leek around would get me global blocked-- you were quick to make a witty remark about that and I found it pretty offensive. You even left when you noticed this too.

Regarding the demotion though-- Game's behaviour on those threads even shocked me when I first saw them, and our beliefs clash greatly. After he indirectly called me out on this thread without consulting me about it, or asking me when the situation was live-- that's when I lost quite a bit of respect for him.